百廢待舉

千頭萬緒百廢待舉十賭九輸一塌糊塗。

沒有形狀

本學期第一次去參加社會治療，不能免俗地又講了一次——明明是這麼難用語言文字形容的經驗，在不自量力的回憶之下，仍充分感覺其美好（與慘烈）。

自我暗示

發生於今日下午的密室塔羅語。（繼上次的「逃出火海v.s.光明又燦爛」後，再次證實我是多麼陰暗。）

問的問題是，這件事對於修練自己的理性，影響究竟是正面抑或負面？翻牌的時候心涼了一截，因為畫面是夕陽背景，騎士提槍坐在馬上，踏出城門不遠。

我：完了，這是叫我踽踽獨行，快快離開。
占卜師：衝啊！在妳青春消逝之前，趕快衝吧！

滾回來了

旅途的最後，窩在沙發上看越旅行越裡面，不失為一個好句點。

不虛此行，因為此行有虛到（在貨真價實的幻覺中與世界和解……。慢慢再說，得先跟脫落一個多月的上下文重新結上。）

圖為柏林天空下。上樓的時候天是灰的，下來的時候變成暴力的藍色，半點不假。

文藝腔造句練習Ⅰ

不踩煞車，但車子跑到沒油就棄置路旁吧；也不看地圖，不預設方向，所謂人間到處有青山。

Across the Universe

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me.

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Sounds of laughter shades of love are ringing
Through my open mind inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva